well today was not so okay lah. because one, constantly i keep hearing ppl say ''ehh milubing win lehh'' which is so irritating. haha. but so be it lah. two, my results ain't good la. sigh. no matter how hard i try, the result will still be the same. so why bother trying? it will only cause pimples all around the face and tiredness. i'm going to break down alr la. don't even feel like going out whenever there's chances to. because it's like in the past, i keep wanting to go out, but my mother would say no. now, my mum say yes and i refuse to leave the house. like what's up with me lah. hais. siann.

btw, got this from germaine's blog which i think it's so true. "I don't like people who are crowd followers, doing stuff, or rather, copying stuff that people do to make yourself fit in. Stop copying, please. Friends aren't friends if they only like you when you can fit in. Friends are supposed to like you for who you are." i find it esp meaningful for the last line. friends are supposed to like you for who you are. mann, really la. if not, they are not your friends anymore. like today, i asked someone: why do you want to change for other people? i mean since she used to wear skirt and all, then stay with it la. what's her problem la. fancy changing for people, going with the crowd, no way of thinking. don't you think it's tired? hais. whatever la. maybe that's the way to make everybody like her. no offence ehh, just don't get it la.

i think i've grew stronger as the days gone by. like for example today. i so much want to cry when i get back the papers. it's like i try to keep the tears back, then when i succeed, every five minutes or so i will think of it again. it's been like times when i wanted to break down and cry, but i know nobody would bother and stuff. but in the end, of course i succeed in keeping my tears back. heh heh. (:

so people don;t seem to realise that wei xiao pasta exist ehh. they are just going ai qing mo fa shi, ai qing mo fa shi and stuff. oh wells. let me promote the show. it's.. i dunno la. but it's sort of the second show that cyndi is starring as main character, which is really great! haha. i dunno la. -.- anw, here's a pic of it.




ain't they cute together? heh. (:









and i'm sort of promoting their songs in my blog so keep track of it. haha. ya and i have to thank this darling person on iwebmusic who has the songs in the soundtrack! haha. thanks mann. so yeah, long post.